Being able to nourish and fill men with milk that I produce by drawing from my own body, my bones and my muscles... nothing makes me feel more feminine than that. Recently, after pushing my production to its limits, my daily supply has reached 108 oz a day! (around 3.2 liters) that means even with extra supplements I can now meet an adult man's daily energy needs, I think... I really hope I can reach my dream of 130+ oz (around 4 liters i guess) a day with a maximum of eight sessions 🙏🏻. Yeah maybe I could just get a boyfriend and cut ties with everyone else that would probably be the easiest path right :)? But I'm just not that kind of girl...

Especially having men, people I know, friends, neighbors, even strangers whose names I don't even remember suckling from my breasts, filling their stomachs with my nutrient rich milk and relieving their stress through my chest... that's a feeling, a craving I'm addicted to💘 Ever since I first started breastfeeding, sometimes I'd only nurse a few close friends a day, sometimes I'd find no one and have to pump by myself and sometimes I'd nurse dozens of people at parties. There were even times when I'd spray my milk in public just because I was bored, just to get men to come closer and nurse from me ahahaha

Breastfeeding, having a man take my nipple in his mouth and fill his stomach from my body... is a feeling I could never ever EVER give up. I'm only 24 now, but if my body can handle this level of heavy milk production, I want to keep going until I'm 45. I made the decision long ago to live my life around meeting the demands of thousands of men who want to drink my milk with passion and desire...

I... I always told myself: "Aria... this is who you are. You were born to nourish men with your milk. Your body can push itself as far as you want it to... so push harder, because there are tons of men out there waiting to be nursed. Your body was made for this and maybe it won't last as long as most women's bodies... after years of feeding thousands of men, it'll probably wear out much sooner. And then what? Who would want a 45 y.o. woman that anyone could easily nurse from? Aria, you're a female... you give without expecting anything in return. If no one wants you anymore, so be it. You have to accept that. You did what you had to do and your purpose on this earth is complete... 

Should I really try to be someone else just so society doesn't look at me differently? Honestly? This is who I am... and this is who I'll stay 💓

Do I deserve to be called "Mommy"?