The future of beta whitebois

Thanks so much for all the current advice but in my daily session of watching a hour minimum of BNWO/BBC porn to enforce my beliefs I was wondering as a beta whiteboi virgin

Am I better to remain who I am and go further down until I’m I’m just a whiteboi sissy slut personally pleading BBC daddys whenever and however?

Or should I push myself to find a snow bunny GF I can serve and commit to and get her bred by our BBC daddy and raise there children to stamp out my bloodline whilst increasing there’s

I’m currently torn between the two paths I have to choose in my life