messy

edged a couple days ago and got permission for tonight but now im just wet and needy </3 im doing my best to not go over, but it can be difficult for me :p it's also hard because sometimes im paranoid that i did go over, but maybe my body just gets tired of feeling "close" and staying tense?? i definitely know when i do finish because it's pretty tangible - just hoping im not accidentally giving myself any ruined o's.. don't think i am, but again, paranoia :p