This time I’m doing it

I surely must’ve posted on this thread at least 6 times, but this time I feel like I’m really gonna do it. My partner is leaving me, because of the things I’ve done. I’ve felt terribly depressed for a few months now, but at least I still had him. Not for long.

Life just seems pointless without him, he is the most incredible person I’ve ever met and I was so childish and stupid in the past that I cheated on him out of equally stupid reasons.

It’s just pointless going on without him. And I generally don’t have the will to live. Once he leaves I think that last thread will snap.