I don't know how to deal with turning into a godly character.

I've been trying to open the door since forever, and I keep on meeting godly characters that keep on giving me hints and tips inside this video game, I tend to notice that I don't get what I want unless if I activate my demonic/godly powers, and I realized that this world is a demonic world super early at the game.

I don't know how to use my energies, and everything feels scripted and I can't control the ride at all, I tend to notice my super powers work in mysterious ways but I can't control it.. I don't know how to deal with turning into a god long-term and I can't seem to stop playing with my powers in order to manipulate this video game.. I know I'm at the early stages but everything feels overwhelming.