i'm in desperate need of a clown

once again i am here, jingling miserably across the floor, asking for recommendations.

i've been on a circus kick but in every circus themed RH i have read, there's one thing missing. where in the world are the sexy clowns??? the freaky clowns??? please, i'm but a humble fool that wants to read about an unhinged clown getting freaky in RH. i don't even explicitly need my clown to be in a circus, although i can't imagine there are many books not set in a circus/carnival with a clown.

my recent circus reads (even without a beloved clown):

{One for the Money by Holly Monroe}

{Cirque Obscurum by K.A. Knight and Kendra Moreno}

{Apprentice by Lexie Winston} dnf'd almost instantly, didn't even get far enough to see if there was a clown or not

the only hard no's i have are age gaps with a harmful power dynamic (18 and 25+, etc.), virgin FMCs where there's an overt importance placed on her "innocence" and "purity", and non-con