Well story of a losser

Hey. I'm almost turning 20 this sep

Life is a mess for me only.

I passed 10th with 85%

And 12th with 75% i failed in chemistry but cus of the best of four rules I passed overall

Because of chemistry more than half my routes have ended .I'm in a dead end .

I hate myself

.I got into a local college with zoology hon.

I might be a little happy because i wanted to have my life revolving around biology

I cants take chemistry as minor either .bsc is a dead end rout i know ,either you get into good pg or you are technically fucked no job .

Friends relatives are getting into dream clg ,I'm just stuck in here .might be my worst nightmare.

People my age have already done ug .I haven't drop or took break anywhere idk why but I'm old and now a loser too