29M[M4F]#chennai/online looking for a kind woman for fwbl

Hi guys I am [29M.As](http://29M.As) of now I have never been physically intimate with anyone other than sex workers and even with them I kind of missed the emotional intimacy like even if I talked to them the emotional connection was not there and the physical intimacy part was not that great.I tried to ask people out on a date for long term relationships but nobody has accepted it

The thing is that I was suicidal last month and would have ended my life if not for an angel who helped me by accepting to be my sister.

When I was suicidal I wanted to know how it would be like to be with a women but without emotional intimacy it was not that great.Lot of things are happening in my life and I am going to take some risks like doing my masters at 29 and stuff so I might be single for the rest of my life.

My wish is to know how it feels to be with a women you are emotionally [intimate.So](http://intimate.So) can't promise anything looking for FWB whether it is over online or irl(which I think is not at all possible in chennai India).

I am a guy who is autistic,tech nerd,watches movies and web series a lot and have read some books.Not interested in sports.We can talk and if vibe matches we can be friends but I want to experience how it is to be with a women who is emotionally intimate just for a single time atleast.

I think this world has some kind souls who could help me with my fish.Thanks in advance.