I’ve given up on relationships, but I still want to lose my virginity somehow.

I’ve realized it’s impossible to get into a relationship as a short guy, but I just want to have sex one way or another. Every day I think about hiring a prostitute, but I’m hesitant because everyone I know who lost their virginity that way didn't have a good experience—plus, my family is extremely religious and would probably disown me if they found out I did it. Damn, this sucks; I just want to stick my dick in something.