I haven't gone a single day without crying since Oliver died

I went on my first work trip to Germany "accidentally" when Oliver was performing about 3 years ago - from Central-Eastern Europe.

Was wearing my Teddy Fresh hoodie.

"Forget It" defined and followed through my life in the last decade but now I break down even if I just think of the song in my head: https://youtu.be/vgIBr2FpGss

Knowing every joke with H3, Jeff, Bobby and other podcasts with Oliver...

Being my top 3 on Spotify almost every year...

Strange that I never cried when my grandparents died.

But I feel I can't talk about this with anyone.