M15, I feel excluded from people and just wanna try to make a friend

I very often feel very excluded from people, I've been harassed and talked down to by multiple people for what I enjoy, when I share my art or writings with someone I'm almost always made of fun, at some point I even received multiple crude drawings that depicted me and my art in horrible and rude ways.

I want to try and make a friend in here, or at least just someone to talk with tonight, I often get anxious or spiral when I'm not talking to someone.

I enjoy drawing and writing as previously stated, my main interest is TF2, I enjoy the game, comics, and sfms. As of now I'm trying to branch out to other games and stuff. If any of this interests you please dm, I'm pretty okay at keeping a conversation going!