Just found out earlier yesterday afternoon

It’s 3am. I can’t sleep. All I can do is cry. It was supposed to be my first pregnancy. I’m heartbroken. I’m shattered. I didn’t even have painful symptoms. But just like that, my baby is gone. I’m supposed to be 10 weeks today. Now I’m packing away my weekly tracker. I’m worried about having to go back to the er to confirm my hcg levels and see if I need a d&c procedure. I’m horrified, traumatized & I wish this was all some bad nightmare. I can’t even sleep