Nn vs nn meo

So that times I experienced nn it was in conjunctive use with 5 meo. (2 pens used on seperately circumstances but in the same time frame of living)Separate together as is. Idk. But feel the door opening with one allowed for visual experiences on the other.

Nonetheless I have an nn pen for sure. It’s highly dissociative . Spatial. All the boxes and maybe more with less visuals. Like it feels like I’m. Pot breaking through but turns out I’m deep. This even further feeling of hyper sober that I would experience on acid or shrooms.

My question is can I visually break through as I am feeling physically?