I want to give up.

I am a grown adult, no job (tho i've applied to a few and got denied), no friends (i gave up bc social interaction makes me feel sick), no romance (for obvious reasons), no car (since I have no money, but also bc I'm too scared to drive) and no goals for my future.

And the thing is, I don't want to get better. I dont want advice on how to continue living or how to better myself. I want things to end for me.