I am jealous of people of who had a good time in school while i had a terrible time in school,anyone else like me?

I would not go back to my childhood or school even if given a chance. I was bullied for my appearance,terrible time everywhere, situation at home not that great,everyone around mocking me 🫠🫠,the pta and parents politics was at an all time high,i was happy on farewell not because of my great time,but because it was finally ending

The more I think the worse my school was even if everyone was little they were TERRIBLE PEOPLE.

There were some people who had a great time there and still are obsessed and reminisce,they peaked in school,even if I do better than them now and might earn more, all I see is terrible ghosts of the past.

Anyone like me who had a terrible time or everyone has a great time?