Ohhhh, I'm exploring a map of spain tonight! 

I wanna go! Never been, ready now. Copper Age Archaeology sites to visit, looks sooo dope. 

16th century moor-ish castles... gothic churches, 4 star hotels $67.00 

Wtf am i doing in sf lol j/k thank god i only pay 100 here or i wouldn't live here tbh. Currently a room is triple here 300.00 lawd. I need credit cards! So i can get plane tickets i feel very trapped. I haven't gotten my mail since i broke my knee & i ain't got an address to use here so can't get a CC. But\* my friend in oakland say i can use his so i should get tf on it. Get this plastic and take my healing to europe. They will love me there, Europeans like /Appreciate me more tbh. im italian 

Lets see. I need the freedom to find out.

Random thoughts at 3am... Gods. It ain't dark when i close my eyes or w my eyes open in my bed its a whole trip in there! Lol i started Channeling around 11pm tonight visions started around 12am. Im just going with it. I don't numb myself anymore like my doctors taught me.. my mom has 30 bottles of Xanax and sleeping pills 💊 they think i take in ny lol smh no wonder why God couldn't reach me for 26 years Jesus. Seriously Jesus. But yeah ive got to keep all this a secret. I can't have powers nope. They'd drug me up again. 

☆☆☆ im not scared of anything in this realm, now as i align w my destiny, i see my reflection of ancient ones staring back at me and its dope... too see thru space & time, and cosmos and wheels of time of each person.. the face on pillow is new i can't even explain how i can see the unseen realm as part of this realm now as i level up, ancient medicine woman curendera from south american rainforest, the beautiful jaguars sleeping in the trees... I can hear the fog horn in bay a constant peace comforting sound... as i drift away and dream of different times. 

Random 3am thoughts 

What are you doing at 3am?