I am an absolute failure of a person

Bullied in school. Rejected by the first 2 people I was attracted to. Got told repeatedly that nobody likes me. Never dated in highschool because I'm fugly. And guess what, they're right. Can't hold a job, never even had a real job to begin with. Just one bullshit dead end job after another. Lost my job because my last company hated me for whatever fucking reason. Now I'm about to lose my marriage because I'm a terrible husband. Fuck this shit.