30 M masc attached straight guy can’t stop fantasizing

I’ve been curious for a while but still looking for my first experience. I’m interested in jerk buds, glory hole, and cruising. I’m hoping for someone who can build atmosphere and seduce me. Encourage and convince me to go further. I don’t check out men, but somehow that makes the idea of being “turned” even more alluring.

I’ve fantasizes about kinky dirty talk, roleplay, being edged, power dynamics, frottage, rough sex and more.

I’m considered attractive, 183 cm tall, have a big chest with brown skin and black hair. Light body hair. Masc.

Feeling confused but excited and just wanted to talk about it.