Bipolar (depression )

I was diagnosed bipolar after my relapsed depression. I take regular pills. And sleep 8 hours too. I get some kind of character issues and iam not able to face day to day challenges. I broke, cry and feel tendency to quit.

I fell in love with a guy online and he helped me alot in my daily chores very positively. My parents was happy seeing this. But after continuous efforts he felt I'm not improving / relying much on him and he asked me to break up. I was really shattered.

Actually he was not well aware of bipolar. But whatever he said felt right to me because I was highly overwhelmed most times and was too expressive infront of the whole people in college when some adversity comes up. Everybody in college knew I had some character disorders. Many still beleive I'm immatured?! Although 25.

I'm improving myself. I'm trying to figure out my issues. Iam only planning to step to another relationship after being myself fully complete. How to control exploding emotions?! Also if I could manage everything after all these, am I really bipolar ?