im a masc man and i cant stop thinking about sucking dick

im a (uuh formely straight?) man that is very often fantasizing about giving a blowjob, like a lot. i feel such an overwhelming urge to do it lol. but im not really interested in a masculine presenting man at all, im very much attracted to femboys and tgirls (is that the correct nomenclature? i dont want to offend anyone!!). but the person has to be very feminine, i think im attracted to high femininity.

im aware that this might make me a chaser i think? am i a chaser if i like.. want to explore with someone in a mostly physical way? like a fwb thing. but i live in a smallish town in sweden so i have not acted on this haha

im a very empathic person, so I don't want to objectify anyone, it's not like i wouldn't care about the person or even fall in love with whomever is the swordwielder getting fellatioed.

i just want to suck a dick and take the load into my mouth and taste it and maybe kiss with it, if they are up for it.

i cant stop thinking about this and i consume basically only porn that focuses on it

my dm's are open lol

thanks for listening to my rant, ive never told anyone this before and this seems like a cool place 🙈