i feel like i'm just waiting for the day to end

today wasn't bad in any obvious way but it still felt heavy and slow from the moment i woke up. i kept checking the time over and over like i was counting down to something, even though nothing specific was happening. it honestly felt like i was just moving through the day on autopilot, waiting for it to be over instead of actually living it. i don't really know why some days feel like this but it kind of throws me off more than the really bad days do.