help.

hello. i am a 25 year old woman with a 13 month old son; 87 days ago his father & my partner committed suicide. last week, i just found out i was pregnant again. currently almost 15 weeks… we have been struggling terribly since my partner passed. i work 40+ hours weekly & am still having a hard time. just recently signed up for WIC & have that appointment on the first but, i say all that to say i’m in no position to bring another child in this world responsibly…

part of me is torn as it’s all i have left of the love of my life but, i don’t think it’s responsible when i’m struggling to take care of the one i have… my grandmother was adopted & she always spoke highly of her adoptive & birth parents but, i don’t want this kiddo to ever feel upset or anything. or i don’t want to regret it. if i could afford to, i would keep them no questions… i just feel so scared.

help.