So i had this dream....

Hello silence my old friend 🧡

So after my last post I feel i must share a "dream" i had later that night once fell to sleep. A dream that has effected me and my emotions since, it was a lovely dream, so I shall tey my best to explain as I am sure it has many a meaning specific to me.

So i was in a room and I would say now it was somewhat victorian (english style) high ceilings, wooden bed and various wooden bedroom furniture though none stood out to be important.

I knew i was with beings that was safe for me as I will explain, though i cannot say I recall any faces or body/bodies to what i felt was with me at that moment.

I felt encouragement shall i say, as I cannot say they spoke more so I felt I needed to head towards the big wooden door in the corner of this large room. I felt as though I was safe and leading my friends out. Just i couldn't see them or hear them, just I knew I was with something safe who knew me.

So i get to the door and as i reach for the handle I hear a loud knock on this wooden door, it just felt authoritive....

I look around at what I guess I am saying is my invisible friends and they are silent and I feel no encouragement like I am not guided or following instinct as they just watch me it feels like I have to decide myself if I am to answer the door and I just felt clueless to be clear though unfazed to what could be knocking.

I didnt even hesitate and opened the door and was greeted by....

What i can best say was feminine. smaller than me and petite in body, she kind of looked like a victorian maid with curly black hair held up by a black bow. Her eyes were pure black and slin was pale, her lips where small and thin. i cannot recall her teeth as I was so fixed on her eyes they where beautiful I felt this then. Though she spoke and showed me 2 bottles 🫠

In each hand (though the hands where very different to mine) she held a plastic bottle and the bottles where both over half full and had murky water in.

She said. Have you been using this water to drink and clean with.

I said no. I felt I needed to reasure her that I use clean water from a good source, I remember saying I buy clean water.

She looked into my eyes and had this strange smile take up most of her face and said again.

"You have been drinking and cleaning in this water, these are your bottles. why ?

I turned to my invisible friends in hope they would speak on my behalf as truly I felt challenged and unclean. But they was silent and I felt nothing from them, they couldn't confirm i was drinking and cleaning in good clean water and suddenly felt confused with what i was saying to defend myself. While she smiled and handed me 2 bottles before closing the door in my face. I could not deny her authority i felt to my being in that moment and though I found her to be very intimate in nature and her words really carried weight, i also found her arousing in truth though she could be described as demon to many. I cannot truly describe all I felt in this moment i discovered my water was murkey by something pretending to be of human form. Like a grey alien disguised as a victorian maid she felt ancient yet looked young. But her eyes and hands was not like i know mine.

Now why am I sharing this? Because I am a creep and you should know what creeps dream of.......ok I am joking. But I am sure this has meaning though i shall question this post only to make sure I have posted my dream correctly.

I have been thinking of this dream over and over, like an onion with layers of meaning but still I beleive her to be true

Either my waters are unclean or I am drinking and cleaning in unclean waters.

And something about this bothers me (not the part that found her attractive based on my description) but in a moment I try find my self to be of rightious purpose and question the very fabric of being I should be wise myself to question such a silly dream I had post prompting the truth.

My brain has over a billion questions 🙃 just wondering what someone without my specific brain makes of this before i run fantasising about being a pool cleaner in hades to impress an alien.

I should have got her number 😪