I need a solution

I secretly liked a boy who in same class and created a new account with identity and name and texted to him like frnd he was actually so sweet i mean really kind I did like him i started day dreaming and all stuff

But then he found out and asked my real I'd I could hv blocked him there only but because I wanted him i didn't say but gave clue and I gave my.original id 😭😭😭😭 and he knows who I am and i even said i would text him every day but not every day but I will .....I so dumb i feel embarrassed even in class i thought he see me nooo not at all.......I deactivated that account I activated it waiting will he say something but I don't know whether to stop or wht in class I'm most of the times cool 😎 i think but I don't want my image to goo just like that