About to kill myself. My parents flew over for my graduation and still expect me to be "stress free and perfect" and are so fucking mentally controlling and are angry that i have depression or stress at all

Beachy head or benadryl? Either way i hate this kind of life. I dont think anyone cares. Just left the hotel because they told me to and now they want me back because my mom is "sad and angry" at my "outburst" and she's "packing to leave". If she does that'll be a waste of money. About to enter the room rn. They'll probably hit me again