whyyyy is it always the small things that end up mattering the most 😭

it’s the smallest blip of significance in comparison to everything i’ve personally gone through on this journey

like literally, it’s not hard it is easy

but my mind has taken this baby mole hill: a bedroom

that needs to be cleaned

and turned it into a mental mountain- with its own climate and everything i tell ya- we got birds chirping in treetops ova here

it looks like a tornado went through it lowkey and like literally if this tornado bedroom is the reason we’re still in this divide

then i have to remember i can’t nuke it to make it go away and solve my problem

i have to actually do the work

ugh.