I (m22) want to be drugged and used.

Typically, I am a switch, and with women lean dominant. But I have longed to totally inebriated and dominated/used by a woman, man, trans female, quite literally anyone. I don’t understand it or know why, but the feeling of just completely relinquishing control someone else to utilize me while drunk and or high stirs a passion in me that is beyond even my own understanding.

I don’t know if I will ever achieve this, but I suppose to can spend my late nights and early mornings dreaming of it.