Ending it all

This is not about winning or losing, mmr or rank.

This has gone to a different level, all i want is to enjoy the game, i have tried everything, ranked, normal, turbo.

Every game i play i have griefers, toxic players, feeders, mental illness, low skilled, boosted or disabled.

I dedicated the last few years to dota trying to get better and achieve higher skill/ranks. The only way to rank up is to play constantly with smurfs, as matchmaking likes to put 5 good players vs my team of down syndrome.

Dota has brought lots of distress to my life, depression and social anxiety, i have decided to end my life, this is the last you will hear from me, goodbye.