What was wrong with me?

|| AN EXTRA WARNING FOR CSA?||

Hey all,
I (21F) don't know what's wrong with me, but after seeing a scene in The Sopranos which really triggered me I've suddenly gone into my head with my 'relationship' with sexuality I guess. As a child, I don't remember anything except my dad not being present and being so weirdly sexual? I was masturbating at 6 and from 12-18 I felt like a literal sex demon despite not actually losing my virginity until I was 20.
When I was 15/16/17 I was being assaulted I guess by who I thought I was a friend- until he had told me that if I didn't date him he'd just get what he wants and rape me. I can still smell his teeth plaque and BO.
I went a bit off topic there but what is wrong with me? Why was I SO out there, always thinking about sex and being a hornball I guess. Did anyone else experience this?