Marraige

I know somehow that i cant strive in marraige...the reason is i am too vulnerable that i know no matter who the person is...the person will end up in violating me...i feel that i am burden after giving what i have...but somewhere i know i am not gonna take any kind of bullshit from anyone...i dont want anyone to maipulate me...so i am spending my time alone ...i know we are social animals and it is not possible ...but somehow i dont want me to turn into monster or anyone else