advice abortion decision

21 female currently around 7 weeks . about a week ago i found out i was pregnant wich was random to me . I already have a 5 year old and barely any support with her . The person who got me pregnant is the father of my soon to be 5 year old . We hooked up on a drunk night one night stand which i ended up pregnant. He currently is serving in the military and isn’t very active in my daughter life . She sees him once to twice a year . I’ve felt so bad about everything my close friend recommends i fly to another state to get an abortion. because i’m in Texas and it’s illegal here .wich to me yes i know this isn’t the best timing but im not sure an abortion would make me feel any better i will live with that guilt, but i know either way this situation will be tough. My friend who recommends me fly to another state has been pushy she says that i should get it done i don’t need the baby .She even told me i should drive myself out of state to get it done . I know she just trying to protect my future but it doesn’t help & makin me feel worse . As a woman i take accountability in my actions i just don’t knows what to do .