Envy

I’m so envious, I went back to the place I used to volunteer at to buy some gardening tools and the guy I worked with is manager now. He’s so lucky! I’m happy for him though.

I felt a little awkward going back there, I’ll go again tomorrow to do a proper volunteering shift.

It just seems like everyone I know is surpassing me whilst I’m left behind to rot. Surely I’ll get lucky soon.

I did some gardening and mowed the lawn, I’m exhausted. I need to sleep for at least a year now. There’s still so much to do tomorrow too.

I sneezed so hard that I puked, I feel sick. At times I think that I must’ve been insanely evil in my past life to warrant things like this happening to me.