Advice for my husband

Hi all,

I told my husband I knew he watches porn as I seen it constantly in his internet history last year. He said he would stop and knew how upset this made me (I’m a hijabi woman too). When we went on holiday recently, I seen he was struggling to lower his gaze when women were in bikinis, he even told me he was struggling but I understand women are a big fitna for men as they desire women a lot, but having him being addicted to porn in the past doesn’t really help either.

I went to my family house for a few days, came back and knew he watched porn from his internet (history was all wiped but I could tell from screen time he watched it). I also click on to his behaviours when he watches it as he doesn’t really have interest in talking to me on days he watches it.
I made a joke about it but he didn’t deny not watching it, however I just don’t know how to feel that he still watches it privately and struggles when I go away for a few days. Even as a female it can be a struggle going days without intimacy but still I have no desire to watch naked men as I am married. He said a few months back he doesn’t want me to keep asking him is he still clean as he is working on it.

What do I do exactly? I know he’s watching it when I’m away but I really just don’t like the thought of it and it really puts me off talking to him at all