was doing well for a week, but i am currently in the hospital and just spent a lot of money online

hi everyone, i (22F) struggle with shopping addiction as i use it to cope with stress. i struggled terribly this month, and for the past week did slightly better. then Saturday i was hospitalized, i’ve been on bed rest just scrolling on my phone and feeling extremely stressed. i told myself i would just look online to help myself relax, but ended up buying so much to calm myself down. now i regret it and feel terrible while being sick at the same time. i tried to cancel my orders but couldn’t, so i’m going to return them when they arrive. i have a label maker, so i can just ship from home. even though i have a plan i feel so bad.