I’m tired. I don’t like this life

I’ve lived long enough to know shit isn’t going to change. I’m gonna be this fucked up dumbass for life. Nothing good is ever gonna happen, I will never be happy or content. I will always be broke. I will always feel like I don’t belong. I will always be alone. I will never be chosen. This shit isn’t fun and I don’t know what the point of staying around is other than to just add more suffering and trauma to my life. I’m tired