[F4M] Literate and Taboo Slices of Life

I'm a romantic at heart. But not always in the most conventional ways. Whether there's a power dynamic (such as boss and employee), a rivalry, or something seriously taboo like incest fantasy, I want to explore characters who are attracted to the person they normally wouldn't or shouldn't be. I want to build worlds for them and take them on a journey of discovery with all the messy feelings and messy sex they can possibly get. But at the heart of the story, I want there to always be a connection. 

About Me:
I'm a heterosexual CIS female who is old enough to not even want to admit where she first started online roleplay. But I will say, it was the Wild West back then. What an insane time. On top of that, I started writing stories before I could write. I would scribble parallel lines on a blank page while telling a story to whoever was babysitting me. Half of my ancestry has a big thing about oral history, so maybe I inherited that trait. I always want to get lost in a good story.

As a quick rundown, I'm a service sub, an artist, a liberal, non-religious, detail oriented, and just trying to do life okay. I consider myself a jack of all trades but master of none, and that gives me just enough experience to be dangerous at the helm of a story and pretty good at relating to other people. I like making friends and creating connections with people, so I'm looking forward to meeting fellow writers and roleplayers. 

What I'm looking for in an RP:
I'm looking for erotic and oftentimes taboo stories. I'll be honest and admit that incest fantasies are among my favorite tropes. But so are differences in character background. Age, size, lifestyle: these are the kinds of dynamics I love to explore. I'm a sucker for both heroes and anti-heroes with hearts of gold. I like contemporary settings with modern technology, but I'm also open to more speculative settings like interstellar travel and future dystopias. I can get into some fantasy elements too. Urban fantasy is fun and definitely fits under that "speculative" umbrella in my opinion. 

I'm looking for literate slow burns filled with building tension and anticipation. I want to love the characters and have an emotional connection to them. I want the best for these make-believe babies. No matter what kind of tumult goes on in the middle, I want a happy ending. For me, roleplay is an escape, so angst is only appropriate where it serves the story, and I don't want to explore misery for no reason. 

I want roleplay that's fun, interesting, and stimulating. I'm all for drama and high stakes, action and adventure, but at the end of the day, I wouldn't be posting here if I didn't want this to be dirty, hot, sexy, and a turn-on. 

RP Style:
I primarily write long-term, literate, lengthy plots. I can write in any POV and tense, but I prefer third person present. My post length is substantial. I frequently break the discord limit, but this does vary based on what's happening in the story at any given time. I'll warn you right now that I'm not going to be a "reply in minutes" type. My reply time could be anywhere from twenty minutes to a day later, depending on real life. 

I love the planning stage and would be thrilled to have a partner who does as well. I get invested and nerdy with it sometimes, drawing floorplans and things like that. Not always, but sometimes. You do not have to be as into it as me, but if my attention to detail is going to bother you, this is your warning. 

I'm also not totally against short term plots and one-offs. In fact, I'm prone to writing AU scenes or versions of a main plot because not every idea fits, even some that I'm really excited about. Plus, sometimes the problem with a slow burn is not being patient enough to wait one second longer to get these characters to a hardcore level. Alternate Universe and other unrelated short term scenes are great for letting off some steam when the authors are having trouble, uh, focusing. 

Good spelling and grammar are always appreciated, but I'll be the first to admit that the more excited and into a scene I am, the more typos and mistakes I make.  Be literate, but there's no need for obsessive editing and proof-reading. I'll give my post a glance before I hit send, but mistakes always slip through from time to time. 

Kinks and Limits (i.e. The Fun Part): 

Older man/younger woman is my fav. There's no point in me pretending it's not. I like confident, experienced, and fairly dominant male characters. In line with that, I like size differences, with large males and small females. I usually like the age gap to be ten years or more. I am extremely partial to older brothers, but any pairing where the experience dynamic can be explored is an option. Please don't ask me to be the boss, professor, mom, or aunt. I know everyone loves a MILF, but that's just not my energy.

Other kinks include, but are not limited to, dirty talk, blowjobs, cum play, creampie/breeding, loss of virginity, uniforms, pet names/praise, claiming/marking, clothed sex, risky/semi-public, police/military, intensity, passion, and romance.

Limits are degradation/humiliation, non con, beast, scat, vomit, bad smells, snuff, futa, bimbo/himbo, and anal.

Preferences:

• Discord.
• OOC chat and friendship.
• Good communication, respect, and boundaries.

Feel free to reach out any time. I'm based in the Midwest United States and am generally available throughout the day. Thanks for reading, and May the Force be with You!