anyone in my same situation?

I've been a fan of Odetari for 3 years and I've been waiting for his concert for a long time, I don't even have his merch because I don't know where to buy it, I tried on Amazon but nothing even in the bookstores that sell music Nothing!! I live in Italy, I have very few fans. Odetari is my absolute favorite, but no one follows him in Italy. I can't even find his merch or concert..