Step father who s/a me upset I cut him off….

I while back a step sibling told me my step father told her that i havent spoken to him in years and he basically impllied im wrong for that after everything he’s done for me…

Everything he’s done for me??
More like
Done to me…..

I was relieved when I found out he wasn’t my real father. Because I couldn’t understand how a biological father could touch a child like that. If i found out someone did any of the things he did to me as a child to MY child ,i would proudly serve a life sentence….

There’s no way my mom didn’t know … to many suspicious things overlooked …

He took my innocence away and created a hypersexual child who then got caught up with ADULTS online…I don’t think I really saw anything wrong with the conversation I was having… with ADULTS ….

I forgive my younger self she was stuck in that disgusting stage..but it was already to late when i grew out of it..

I should have known better … it’s was like I was in a trance.. do whatever I was asked of because I thought that’s what you had to do to be liked……and all it took was one situation that went too far to have it haunt her for the next 18 years of her life….

I remember him even slut shaming me about it and when I first started dating…

It’s took me years to feel comfortable around men teachers… like I always felt panicked

Isn’t crazy how even with what he was doing to me I still had love for him….

As an adult I couldn’t care less if he’s still alive… despite all that stuff he was truly evil and wicked man… the things he did to my mom…. there are things I can’t even speak on and I don’t even wanna think about the stuff I don’t know….

Finally out our lives but he calls my mom now and then…

I also found out I’m not the only child he hurt …..his blood children spoke out ……

If they’re truly is a heaven and hell
I know, for a fact, he will burn for an eternity….