Hello, my name is Ethan.

Before I start, I want to explain the type of person I am.

I've dedicated my life to spiritual knowledge while having no chosen path myself, hoping to create a structure for people that will outlive me. I'm quite known in many private groups for the results I bring, and while also being a student, I also teach many.

As I woke up, I noticed something wrong. Something was happening to my nervous system. I have been clenching my eyes because I keep seeing these 1-second visions or foreshadows of my own life. I also see others, it's like when I look at someone, I can see their whole life in 1 second, but it's constantly changing and adjusting to different decisions they make. My spine feels like it's on fire, and I have pins and needles all over my back.

I practice meditation daily, and I like to say I have full comprehension of where my body and mind are with constant grounding techniques.

But today something is very different, and I've felt nothing like it before.

I'm hoping there's something in my chart that explains what is happening to me. I've also put my transit for today in there. I've had my friend look over it, and he said it's your Uranus at 3.38 Gemini, which is almost exactly conjunct to my natal North Node at 4.06 Gemini in my 12th house. Im 23

If anyone could help, I would appreciate it a lot. 

Something is happening to my soul.