guys im so done with ns 😭😭😭

guys please let me crash out here

i dont wanna serve ns, i want my civillian life outside, i didnt even indicated interest for command school and they sent me to scs and now good luck to me gonna have a saikang dog life back in my mono 3gds unit. GUYS I DONT WANNA BE A GUARDSMAN I DONT WANNA BE A COMMANDER WHY AM I SERVING THESE 2 YEARS I WANT MY CIVILLIAN LIFE BACK 😭