The second woman I dated, personal and nsfw

This is the full story of the second woman I dated. I found her on a dating app(forgot the name), her profile has her stated that she is 26, this was back in February of 2021. It was on the day I was off I came to her home and picked her up. I see her, a short(4ft 10in) heavy set(230 lbs) latina(bbw). She said that she wanted a fuckbuddy because her dad is going to die of COVID soon. She guided me to a motel 6 I got a room and we go there. We strip down and fucked, bj missionary, and doggie backdoor. This is without a condom, yes I am a dumbass. After that I go get a shower and then I cuddle with her, she tells me about herself; she tells me her best friend took one of her boyfriend, her types (white, middle eastern, and Indian), the last guy she had sex with (can not go into detail due to a possible legal issue), being schizophrenic, various stories, knowing multiple languages, and that she was in love with me. Jr decided to wake up for another round. I got her on top of me to be fair(also see if we can do it) it failed. We just go back to what we did the first time. After I take a shower, check out of the motel, and get her home. After I take her home she calls me and tells me I am a pice of shit and that I wanted her ass. I calm her down and know that this is never going to work.

At work I spoke with some associates. I told them the story and they say to ghost her because that is the best option. On that day I giver her some guidance so she can get a decent job as a translator.

I think about what my associates said it for some days and decided to ghost her.

One week later when I decide to ghost her she tells me that her father died (yes dick move but I made the decision in the morning before this shock).

The next two months I was conflicted about this action I have done. Oh btw the std test was in the clear.

Fast forward to may of 2025 I find out that this woman ad for an escort site and also found out she was 20 at the time. I was in shock not because she is around but she now sells sex.

Fast forward to September of that year I found the courage to message her about why I did what I did, with details that we would know. Note I did not tell her that I spoke with others and thought about what they said. But ended it with I am another dick with no balls.

Notes: I am officially a torta pounder. I will not point out who she is or where to find her.