He found me again after a few years but I still want to breakup.

I'm F40 currently in a relationship with M39

We met many years ago but then I stopped talking to him and never saw each other for years. We met again recently and started dating.

Lately, I've been thinking that no matter how good the relationship is I'm not happy. I like him but I don't love him. He is always saying I love you and asking me to say it back but I just can't and it makes me sad because he is a good person, I just don't see myself with anyone.

I'm not in my twenties and it seems like we never talk about the future, i have to bring it up and I'm tired of him saying he needs time to get himself together. There are other things going on also but I don't want the post to be too long.

I don't want to break his heart but I don't think I can fake being in love with someone if I'm not. I'm not the type of person to just be intimate with someone when I don't like the person or I'm not attracted to them.

We're currently on a break.

This is the hardest thing I've had to do.