Anyone else incapable of working / university ?

I feel guilty because I can’t work or do uni no matter what I do to try and cope. I’ve been trying since I was 18 and now I’m in my 20s but I keep dropping out or quitting. I’m currently on disability but feel a strong urge to get off of it since most
people only value employment as a persons worth and I’m tired of being asked what I do with my life while being judged.

I see so many autistic women who are successful and I am so happy for them because I want to see people like me succeed but I’m also mad at myself because I can’t accomplish that and I feel so exhausted and burned out. Even working a 4 hour shift I’d need to sleep for hours and couldn’t function with anything else.

I feel like a disappointment while my friends and everyone in my family is so much better than me. I apologize for complaining I’m just not sure what to do..