Sobering up

Need support to quit 7 oh - so for two months I was doing 7 oh! everyday practically , spending hundreds of dollars a day and week ,ect
The last week it’s been every other day and just one package or a couple … so I think I’m doing better tapering off like that but an employee - we have a deal where she won’t sell to me! So she is helping me get off 7 oh. But I slipped today and she helped just for today —- my neighbors grandson whom lived with him , died a couple days ago. My neighbors thinking weed that was laced . But his friends look like trouble . So I’m thinking they all took a pill or something that was filled or something and od this he kid is getting an autopsy done now … so my neighbor finds out it was an overdose he is going after the person who sold it for muder - I would too