Part 2

I caught my bf buying only fans and seeing “free”” OF accounts for the span of 3 years. While I was pregnant and our kid is now turning 2. Before I got with him I had a nice body. Babies change you so much it hurts so much. Also. I communicated with him that he can watch random porn. Bc I also watch random one. But he’s watching it in a platform he can msg these people. My self esteem is ass. It was getting better bc I finally lost all the major weight. 30 pounds to go to my og weight. I try to look pretty. Or so I thought. He said sometimes he did out spite. I’m begging for him to tell me the girls he looks at. But he’s refusing. And saying I’m making myself miserable. And maybe I am but that’s not something he gets to decide anymore I think I’m already there.