I deleted my social media

The voices got to me. I read my tarot, from several different people. I know it’s evil to some but the messages were the same across the board. You are a player. Wherever I turn everyone says it and everyone sees it, even them ✝️ —\— Everyone except me. I wanted to believe. You said you wanted a home for us. Is this my last chance? Supposedly I’m about to get everything I wanted. One of those was kids. I don’t have much time. I’m remaining hopeful but hopeless. I’m in between, leaning toward being alone and letting go. I don’t miss social media right now, not much anyway. So much noise.