where are the horny ladies like me who masturbate their aroused genitals?

do you go days without masturbation but suddenly get triggered and it’s almost like a strong urge that you have to satisfy? If you ignore it, does the urge get stronger and stronger? Does it matter if you are in a sexual relationship or not? why does rubbing our nipples and masturbating our clits and cunts feel so good? are we lucky to have an in built pleasure button that throbs and a warm hole that leaks? I tell myself I can stay away from rubbing my pussy but I always find my way back to masturbating my genitals for dopamine satisfaction. am I a pervert slut? seeing leaking precum dong penis is arousing. oiling my big heavy tits is arousing. seeing big clitoris and wide open cunts leaking grool is arousing. fuck I just want to masturbate my genitals