my body image

# WARNING: this might trigger people with eating disorders or body dysmorphia

>!i’m not as insecure as i used to be, but sometimes i look at girls who are way skinnier than me and i just wish i could look like that. for some reason, i don’t want to lose weight in a healthy way, i want to do it in a dangerous way. this isn’t something i’ll actually do, i don’t live alone and people around me will notice, but the thoughts are still there. i know how dangerous those habits are but i still find myself wanting to do it despite not being able to!<

i don’t have an eating disorder or body dysmorphia, i just have these thoughts sometimes.