[17m] pretty lost..

Since about christmas, everything has slowly fallen apart for me, and now i literally have no friends or anyone close like that, i try to be positive but i know today im not taking things well, you can see my last posts to get an idea on my situation as i dont mean to yap for ages. Its frustrating, even here on the huge internet i cant find anyone who doesnt ghost or block me in about a few days, i dont know if its me and how i am or if my interests and hobbies dont align with anyone, or if im hard to talk to, etc. Im completely on my own and im struggling to get out of this spot, people around my school and city all have nothing in common with me and i dont know anyone who i really vibe with, long story short it feels impossible to get out of being alone, and i hate being alone more than anything and i dont know what to do at this point.