I just want to be loved

I literally don’t know what to do anymore nor do I know who to talk to I wanna be loved so badly but nobody can love me properly I’ve tried irl with friends and they barely even talk to me, I’ve tried online but I keep getting blocked again and again I’m so tired of putting effort into comforting people and loving people just to be blocked and left alone I’m tired of getting ignored by people while I’m right in front of them begging for someone to at least talk to me and I’ve tried with relationships online and irl and I always get broken up with, played with, or blocked even when I’m the nicest person to them I’m so tired of someone finally talking to me and them playing with me or just wanting my body I’ve even tried giving out my body for free just to feel some validation “talk to someone” I literally don’t have anyone the only person I’ve had a real conversation with is my mom and I can’t tell her shit that I’m actually struggling with I literally haven’t had an actual conversation with someone in weeks I’ve made TikTok’s, posts, and even irl asked people to be my friend like some fucking movie but I still have no one and I’m so tired of loving people with all I have and just getting left I just wanna be loved romantically even I would love to be held in someone’s arms while I just cry for hours (holy poetic) or kissed on the forehead or something I or platonically idc I just want to be treated like a fragile child I’m so sweet, I’m good at continuing conversations, I’m good at listening, I don’t judge, and I’m a good person I have good political views and opinions, I’m interesting, I’m pretty, I have a good body too idk who else I could be for someone to actually love me